"Can't you paddle any faster? You can see how close we are now, this is no time to rest!" "Grandmother, if I hear anything more from you I'll push you overboard!" "I'd be pleased if you did. I could swim to shore myself, it would be much faster." So had passed our journey to the island Rosado. The island's golden sides rose steeply from the ocean, curving to a more gentle summit, a fraction of the length of the portion I could see. I made out a fair-sized town on the coastline closest to us, but nothing more definite. I had concluded during my stay with the women on the island that my distance eyesight was poor. I had asked Grandmother if she knew of a cure; and although her knowledge of life in Marmundo was great, she knew little about health, apart from a few folk remedies and day-to-day prevention. It was no use. So when the young girl stood in the bow and said, "There's Mama! There's Mama!", I could only take her word for it until we were closer to shore. I paddled toward a pier of stone that jutted out several geofeet from the shoreline. A landing party was there to greet us. In the front was a woman past her youth, but whose radiant smile and dark eyes showed a kinship to my hostess. Beside her were two young women and a young man, all looking to be within seven years of each other. The oldest was the man. He stood about my height and was slight of build. The edges of his face gently curved to a soft chin. His eyes were keen and sparkled. At his hip was some kind of measuring device that looked like a cross between a sextant and a sundial. He stood next to the older of the two girls. She was very much like my hostess and the older woman, who looked to be her mother. Her face was oval and her fingers were long and nimble. She wore a necklace of plant fibers around her neck, similar to my macramŽ by common aim rather than origin. The youngest girl had a round face and lighter eyes set far apart. In her hair were a half dozen knotwork hair extensions, tied into hair cut close to the scalp. All of the party at the quayside wore their hair very short, and wore similar clothes as well: tunics or tabards, brought together at the waist with stout belts, over loose leggings. The woman's and the young man's went down to their ankles, but the younger women's only went to the mid-calf. The colors were different gradations of brown. The youngest girl had her tunic dyed in a complex pattern, while the others all had simple block prints or batik patterns on theirs. The belts were of animal hide and cinched with buttons of stone. Our arrival--or, perhaps, my arrival--had brought them up to the very edge of the pier. I couldn't even make fast the canoe before we were crowded by our welcoming party. "Mama! Do–a Peque–a!" It was the older woman who spoke to us first. "How good to see you back ashore! And who's this? Have you taken a lover, Mama?" "If only I'd had the opportunity," she said, struggling to her feet on stiff legs. The women crowed around her to help her ashore. I had tossed a rope up onto the pier, preparing to tie it, but I first helped my saviors up out of the canoe. "No, I've somehow kept my hands off of her," I joked. "I'm a castaway. I've lost my memory, and I washed ashore on their island some days ago." "Is that so?" said the mother. "You don't remember who you are? You certainly don't speak like a local." "No, I don't. Thank you!" I said. The young man had tied the boat to a piling while I had been answering the questions. I offered him my hands and he pulled me up and out. "I'm pleased to meet you. What's your name?" "I'm Arrasco. I am, ah..." He half turned and pointed to the members of the group. "I am her grandson, her nephew, and the cousin of all of them. My father's brother married Grandmother's daughter Ibanez." "Hello," said the mother. I replied, "How do you do." "Aunt Ibanez's first daughter is Capal’sia, and we call her Capo. Mer‡n is Auntie's second daughter and second stepchild. Yondo has just joined the Navy, so you won't meet him today. But Bero should be home." "I'm pleased to meet you all," I said. I bent my forearm across my waist and bowed, like Grandmother had told me to do. The younger girls smiled and gave half-curtseys, their mother was far too busy doting on her child. I looked to Grandmother for guidance. "Well...what shall we do now?" "I want to eat," said Grandmother. "I was so worried about getting ashore, with your paddling like a crab swimming, I've got an appetite now. Let's go to the restaurant." "Hurrah!" said Mer‡n. "Can we have a meal, Mama? We can't let Grandmother down, can we?" "No, we can't now," said Ibanez. "Would you like some lunch, Do–a Peque–a?" "Uh-HUH!" she said with a big wide grin. Beside her, Capo nodded her head. "Then it's all decided," Arrasco quietly informed me. We broke up and set off down the pier at a slow walk. Ibanez walked between her mother and her youngest child, peppering them with questions and small jokes. Arrasco and I followed behind them. Mer‡n half-walked, half-skipped beside me, and Capo came at the rear, a pace and a half behind our group. "What is that instrument you have there?" I asked, pointing at the thing on his belt. "It looks complicated...and it's metal, so it must be valuable." "Yes, it is," he said. "I have to take good care of it, it's my Maestro's. It's called a 'piedabo'. It lets me measure straight lines and angles and do some maths." "He's going to be an engineer!" said Mer‡n, jumping in to the conversation. An apprentice engineer, I thought. Aloud, I said to the girl, "You are still studying, yes? You wear short pants still." She nodded. "Many of my other friends stopped coming this year, one is even married, would you believe it? But I don't want to get married just yet, and I'm having ever so much fun in my classes. Right now we're learning about all the different kinds of fishes that live on Tocacielos, which is the next island over, and soon we'll be going out to the coral reefs to look at the corals that live there! And I just started studying astronomy, so I can even help us to navigate as we go out to sea. I can hardly wait...it will be wonderful, out on the boat all day and under the stars at night." I turned over my shoulder to Capo. "Are you still a student too?" I asked. She nodded, and then gave her reply hesitatingly. "This will be my last year. I'm only studying half time. Mother wants me to find someone and settle down with him, but...nothing, it isn't important." Quickly, I said "What are you doing with your time then?" "I work for the school," she replied with a little more happiness in her voice. "I work in the library up the hill, cataloging books and reading stories to the little girls who come in for story time. They--ah, you wouldn't know. They've been named, so the youngest ones are only a month or two older than Do–a Peque–a." "Eh?" I said. "What kind of an event is naming?" "It's where--" Arrasco's answer was cut off by Mer‡n. "It's a big party where girls and boys get to become someone! And we have all kinds of fish, and there's dancing, and then they give them a name, and..." She trailed off, overcome with the excitement of the very thought. Arrasco tried to pick up the thought. "It's where a young girl or boy comes of age, often several go through at once. A priest comes and gives them each their names, and purifies them. And yes, there's a celebration, after, so." Behind us, Capo spoke up. "Do–a Peque–a is still in danger of being snatched by Unmentionables. So they can't know her name for a little while yet. When she's old enough, we'll have a ritual and a party." "How very interesting," I said. I decided that this ceremony could be a clue into the kind of place I was living in, and I hoped that I'd be allowed to watch or participate. Again, mentions of gods of some kind, but now clergy. Was this a theocracy? Were all the people who lived in this society so religious? "Did you have a ceremony?" said Mer‡n. "Oh, that's right, you don't know anything about yourself, do you?" "No. Nor do I know where we're going. Where are we walking to, may I ask?" "Mama's restaurant," came the reply from all around me. Mer‡n added, "Mama's got the best restaurant on the whole island, it's so famous, you know. She makes good money for us all, but I shouldn't be talking about money in public, I'm so sorry..." We had been walking up through the waterfront neighborhoods and were now on a narrow side street two blocks from the water. The buildings were all alike, at least to my eyes. They were between two and three stories tall with whitewashed walls--I thought of molar teeth rising up against the sea-blue sky. The second and third stories were drawn back away from the street. The empty spaces were made into verandas by knee-high walls. The walls of the ground floors had shuttered windows, always one on either side of the doorway. The front walls were painted, sometimes in blue or in brown, in elegant wrapped vine patterns. Looking up close at the designs, I could see tiny purple dots spotted at random into the vinework. I wondered if there was some kind of heraldic pattern to them. Doors all up and down the streets were open, though strings of pebbles or cloth flaps hung in the doorways. Many houses had stands by the front steps where young children were selling small handmade trinkets and charms. Our conversation drifted into a discussion of the names of the streets in the neighborhood. As it ebbed, we came to a building that was twice as wide as any of the houses on the street. Over the door hung a wooden sign, one of the few pieces of free decoration I had seen on the island. It was a simple picture of a plate with a fish in its center-- a restaurant advertisement in any language. From inside came the smell of cooking fish and a crowd of raised voices. I followed the leaders of our group inside, noticing how Mer‡n scooted in ahead of Arrasco and me through the doorway. We made our way between the tables to the back of the restaurant. I was dimly aware that the patrons were talking to the three women in front of us, but I was too busy noticing the clientele themselves. The inside of the dining area covered the whole of the ground floor. Groups of two to eight were clustered around tables of wood overlain by woven grass tablecloths, seated on wooden benches. I noticed that people ate without utensils but would make frequent use of finger bowls. The adults drank an amber-colored drink, perhaps beer, while children drank water. The light from outside would sometimes catch the edges of the glasses and throw small curves of refraction across the ceiling. In the back of the restaurant a staircase led up to the kitchen. As we climbed it I realized that another young woman, in between Capo and Mer‡n in age, had joined us. We crossed through the kitchen, a blur of steaming ovens and human bustle, and I tried to figure out her relationship with the group. She was dressed in a tighter tabard than any of the other young people wore, and she carried a tray; so I guessed that that was her working clothes, and that she worked as a waitress. Shortly we were out of the kitchen on the landing. There were two tables set there for private use of the staff or special guests. I had my first good look at the newest member of the party. She had the same gentle curves to her face that Arrasco did; but what caught my attention was that her accessories were different from everyone else. The other women all had tiny plug pierces in their ears, but this girl wore seashell earrings that dangled halfway to her shoulders. Her hair was longer, ending at the base of her head, tied up with one of her hair extensions; and on her right cheek just below her eye, I could see a tiny tattoo of a butterfly shape. Her tone was direct, certainly more direct than the other members of the party. "You're a stranger, yes? The one Auntie Ibanez mentioned just now? I'm pleased to meet you. I'm Ayarsca." She didn't curtsey so much as she bobbed. "How do you do," I said, repeating my bow-and-forearm action. "Are you a relative of Arrasco's?" Ibanez looked shocked at my question, perhaps thinking it impertinent; but Ayarsca didn't seem surprised. "Uh-huh. His dad and my mom were both born on Lucinda, which is the next big island to the east, but he grew up here and I grew up there. I only came here, eh, nine months ago. To go to school, you know." "But she couldn't keep her grades up," said Ibanez. Pitying smiles came from everyone but Ayarsca, who fumed. "So I told her she could work here until the next term starts." "And I don't mind!" retorted Ayarsca. "I like working here a lot, thanks. I get to meet with my friends, and the pay's good, too." "Well, I'm pleased to meet you all--" "Enough of this," grumbled the Grandmother. "I didn't come all this way to hear people getting angry at one another, and I had barely anything to eat for breakfast. Do–a Peque–a and the boy and I are all starving, so when do we eat?" Ibanez laughed. "Soon, Mama, soon. We're having some Cola de Pez balls and boiled vegetables, so there's plenty for you to eat. And bread." "Eh, Cola de Pez...well, if you're the cook, it won't be too bad, I suppose." We sat down at the tables, fitting all eight of us around them with ease. Water was placed in front of Grandmother, Do–a Peque–a and Ibanez. I was seated next to Capo and to the right of the Grandmother, who took a chair at the table's head. Though conversation went on around us, neither Capo nor I spoke much. Myself, I was simply trying to come to terms with the excitement of being in the town, but Capo had something on her mind. Do–a Peque–a was seated across from me, and I saw Capo looking over her head again and again as we waited to be served. "Is something the matter?" I asked at length. "Eh? Oh, it's nothing." She shook her head dismissively. A moment later I caught her looking again, and she told me, "I'm worried about losing my vision. The clouds on the horizon...they seem blurry to me. But I can't remember anymore if I could see that far." "I'm no good judge," I replied. "I can't see well at all. There's no kind of operation you know of to correct the problem?" She shook her head again, this time in the negative. "No. I've been going through the books in the library on my free time, to see if there's anything on there. They talk about the will of the gods being seen fit in blindness, but don't mention anything more. There aren't even any pictures of what the eyes look like on the inside. Why should there be, though, you would have to...oh, I don't want to talk about it." "I'd like to visit your library sometime," I said. "I want to know more about this place, and if anyone's come like I have." She smiled. "I'd enjoy some company, it's mostly me and the old librarians. When will you come? How?" I couldn't answer for a moment. "I don't know. I've come to this island...and now that I'm here, there's nowhere for me to go, and nowhere I can't go. I don't know. Grandmother?" "Mm? Yes, boy, what is it?" "Do you know anywhere I can stay here in this town? For a while, at least?" "Oh, don't worry about it, I've already thought about it. Ibita! Ibita, darling!" She raised her voice, and at the foot of the table her daughter looked up. "Ibita, the boy needs someplace to stay for a little while. Is there enough room for him to sleep on your roof?" Ibanez herself looked vaguely surprised by the question. She set down the glass she had been drinking from and then said, "I suppose. What will you be doing here, young man?" I leaned forward, being careful not to rest my elbows on the table--no-one else was--and said, "Capo here tells me that there is a library on the island. I thought that I could do some studying there, to find out if anyone else has been cast away in this land. Aside from that...I'd be happy to work in your restaurant for my meals and lodging." "Fair enough," she said. I thought I saw Ayarsca smirk. "Can you cook? Do you remember how?" I thought carefully, because it was a serious question. While having the status of a cook would certainly curry favor in my employer's eyes, I couldn't say in all honesty that I had enough experience. I shook my head. "I'd be happy to wait tables, or clean. Tell me what you would like me to do." She nodded and smiled--my answer had pleased her. She held up her glass to me. "Tekalili!" I mimed the motion back for want of a drink of my own. Before conversations could resume, the chefs themselves served us. Each plate had a half-dozen balls, each the size of my thumb, of what smelled like fish. On the side there were two kinds of boiled vegetables. Both were cylindrical, twice as long as they were wide. One kind was yellow-white and the other crimson. In the center of the table was another plate with pieces of bread on it. I was served a glass of water and a small bowl of sauce. A finger bowl was placed in between myself and Capo. We began the meal by bowing our heads. Without raising her head Grandmother clapped once. Do–a Peque–a clapped next, then the wave passed around the table, ending with me. After I clapped we all raised our heads. I watched how the people around me ate. The white sauce was for dipping the Cola balls in, the vegetables were eaten in bites, and everyone helped themselves to the bread. It wasn't clear what to begin with, so I tried a bite of the Cola ball. My first bite revolted me: the outside was firm, and the tart sauce improved the taste, but the middle of the ball was pasty. Before I could gag I forced the rest of it down. The vegetables tasted alike, bland. The bread was hearty enough, but I was horrified when I bit onto what felt like small pebbles in it. I hoped against hope that they were seeds and swallowed my mouthful. Having completed one round of the meal, I glanced around to see if anyone was watching how I ate. Luck seemed to be with me, everyone was occupied with their own meals. Grandmother ate out of one side of her mouth but not the other, obviously from her physical impairment. Arrasco, Ayarsca and Do–a Peque–a were all chatting through mouthfuls of food, but Ibanez made a point of swallowing before telling them to slow down. I caught her eye as she made her point, and smiled gratefully. To further mask my true feelings, I slipped two of the vegetables into my mouth in quick succession. It was a difficult chore to finish the meal. I was the last one with food on his plate; but I voice inside me, whether a half-forgotten memory or just my own concience, told me that I had no choice but to eat what my hostess offered me if I was going to be welcome in her home. I was working on my last piece of bread when a final guest joined us. He was a boy about twice Do–a Peque–a's age. Most of him, at that instant, was covered with dirt and dust. Held in his left hand was a circular piece of wood about as wide as his forearm was long. He was tired but very happy. I guessed he had gotten dirty playing some kind of sport. After a few short words from his stepmother he disappeared, returning in a short while cleaner and more distinct. His hair was tanner than that of the other memebers of his family, and his eyes were yellower. In fact, he looked even less like the women of Grandmother's family than anyone I had met or seen. Once again he consulted his mother. Then he came up to my side and spoke. "Hello. I'm Bero. Nice to meet you." "You too," I said. "I'm going to be staying with you and your family for a while. Your mother didn't say that?" He was speechless, and his eyes swelled before he shut them quickly, as if refusing to believe, and shook his head. Watching him, Capo chuckled. "Well, I am. And, I'm going to be working in the restaurant. So keep me out of trouble, all right?" My joke was lost on him, but Capo and Arrasco laughed. I tried another approach. "What was that thing you brought with you when you came home? Was it a paddle? It was? Do you play a game with it? What kind of a game?Can you tell me?" My cajoling was of no use, the boy would not open up his heart or his mouth. I smiled at him. "Well, why don't you show me sometime? All right?" This produced a nod from him, and he broke away to return to his mother's side. Arrasco came around and spoke at my shoulder. "Ah, don't worry. He's very shy around strangers. His parents, you see, were quiet people too. When you know him, or when he knows you, I should say, he'll speak enough." "About Bero, couldn't his parents keep him?" Both cousins shook their heads in the dismissive way I had noticed before. "It's complicated," said Capo. "We can tell you later, I suppose." "There's no hurry," I said. Her tone had told me that if went further I might touch a raw nerve for the family. I had no desire whatsoever to do that. I quickly found a different subject to talk about. "There's still a lot of time left in the day. Could I get a real tour around town?" "Of course," Capo said with a smile. "I'd be happy to show you around." "Me too!" crowed Mer‡n. "I'm coming, too!" "Everyone can come, I'd love the company." "Ah..." "Mm? What is it, Arrasco?" He motioned me to lean forward with a quick jerk of his fingers. I leaned closer and he whispered, "You'll want some better, some normal clothes, before you go around town. I'll loan you some until you have your own." "Thank you," I replied in the same hushed voice. I was still dressed in the same orca-skin pants, with a pair of small thongs borrowed from Grandmother to walk in. Obviously, I would need some clothes from my new land before long. We were pulling away from each other when I thought to ask him another question, "Is it polite for us to be excused from the table now? I'm eager to go and look around." He considered it, then spoke. "Mother, our, ah, houseguest would like to see Rosado. Could we go and show him around town at least?" "Oh, by all means," she replied. Do–a Peque–a had sat on her lap and Ibanez was playing some kind of game with her, one that involved touching fingertips to fingertips over and over again. She pulled her gaze up to look at Arrasco and myself. "I should have suggested it myself. The children know when dinner is, just be back by then, all right?" I nodded. Arrasco whispered something in his mother's ear; she looked at me, then took a few things out of a small satchel on her waist and slipped them into his hands. My wardrobe problems seemed to be at an end. The five of us stood and, without more ado, walked out through the kitchen.